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|  Pollen & Salt - Daphne Loves Derby
^ good song, I love Daphne Loves Derby! especially kenny choi 
monday, i obviously went to school after a four day weekend. it wasn't that bad. i had no quizzes so the day went by pretty quick. there was no vocal ensemble because vg was absent. during band, we played the christmas songs, made me think of christmas. i really want a dwarf bunny  oh yeah, this freshman kid was nice enough to say "hi" to me. gosh, most of the freshmans treat me like i'm younger than them because i'm short but this one freshman totally disregards my shortness! yay, high five you tall freshman! my friend now plays the oboe. it's so cool, it sounds like a duck though. gosh, i should of tried out for clarinet ensemble! but oh wells, too bad, too late. harhar
tuesday aka today, i went to school and i had two quizzes. Ap euro was such a bore, the teacher got pissed at us because we didn't read 943985 pages he assigned during the weekend besides like three people. yeah, i tried to avoid all eye contact with him when he was looking for people to ask questions about... haha. thank god it worked. i should really read the pages... soon. cause apparently, we have an essay and test soon... so i must do well on that. after ap euro first thing in the morning, which is always the worst, i had gym and i played handball. oh and my BFFL raymond gave me his baby milo shirt! it's pink and the baby milo monkey is cute so no complaints!  after gym, i had us history but no teacher cause he was at debate so we had a sub who was really... eccentric. LUNCH! then i had chem which i had a quiz on, which was easy peasy lemon squeezy, spanish, then alg 2 quiz which was also easy peasy lemon squeezy.
so yeah, so far, my week is pretty swell. hopefully, it wouldn't end sour. tomorrow, i have an english quiz on romeo and juliet act 5 and spanish quiz on irregular preterites. i should start on my romeo and juliet project today. (that's highly unlikely... )
ok, that's it for today, peace out girl scout 
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| studying chem with dan  | | |
| "cause when you're fifteen and
somebody tells you they love you
your gonna believe them"
gosh that's really true. it happens all the time with me. dammmmmmmmn. 
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| it's amazing how your friends can change. some for better, some for worse.
right now, i'm talking about the people that go for the worse.
all i want to say to them is, stop your negative shit. seriously.
and just girls in general piss me off. i'm a girl but sometimes, things that happen between girls are just like what the balls? like i was talking to my friend today from BA and its amazing how far girls go just to act all sweet and innocent and then when backs are turned, they literally stab from behind. no not even stab, it's like effn raping for god's sake. please be real? please.
on a happier note, yesterday i had a short mini deep convo with this kid. he's very nice and totally understood what the hell i was saying. it felt nice because i never really assumed he would agree with my perspectives, since he thinks i'm weird as hell.
"be true to yourself. that's what impresses us guys" - C. L.
i guess that's true.
yesterday night, my mom and i were talking. she was asking me how i was doing in school. i told her i'm still disappointed about last year... i just realized damnnn. last year was a HUGE setback that still gets to me even till this day. i know i should work harder this year but it's still that disappointment and the feeling of failure that gets to me. she asked me what college i'm interested and surprisingly for her and even myself i immediately responded rutgers for pharmacy. she said nice choice but inside, i really don't want to go. rutgers is cheap because it's in-state and the pharmacy program is really good, but still. idk why i don't want to go. maybe because i feel like i'll be misplaced there. isn't it a party school? plus i want to like get out of nj. it's not that i don't like rutgers. i just think that the school is not for me, not that i think rutgers suck, cause it doesn't! my dad asked me if i was applying to any real prestigious college or like the ivy league. i said don't joke around.. i'll NEVER get to ivy league. my grades may be good in your eyes but it's decent compared to everyone else. it's not like i have a talent or anything either. i'm just part of the average crowd and ivy league is for the elite. and plus, it's way too much money. even with scholarships, it will be hell for my parents.
i sometimes feel like i'm not good enough. which really is the case right now.
either go to rutgers pharmacy or i REALLY need to step my game up...
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| so lately i go on facebook and i am EXTREMELY disturbed
these little eighth graders are talking about like meeting hot boys and hooking up
WHAT HAS THE WORLD COME TO?
when i was in eighth grade, i talked to people about nice things like frozen yogurt
gosh kids these days are so into getting into each others pants (HAHA TMI)
and kids, you guys are NOT IN LOVE. you've been going out for like... 2 weeks? three days? 1 hour?!?!
before you talk about love, learn what it means.
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